SLacker LIfe

I am a slacker,I admit.not me want to be a slacker,but just don't have thing to do (for your all info,sometimes being a slacker also ver misery),maybe due to business not doing good,hahaaa
Feeling sleepy the wholeday,because only have about 2 hours sleep last nite.early in the morning still feel energetic but later my eyelid like 1000 tonne heavy,wana sleep so much.....was chatting with a friend over the phone and got carried away without noticing that we actually have been chat for about 3 hours!!!lol!!never chat with a friend for so long after I been to Singapore.this senario remind me when I was in secondary school,I always chat with my friend over the phone for few hours,the weird thing is,we actually are in the same school and same class and going every where together,and that doesn't make us nothing to chit chat about although we always stick together.She is mine best friend forever.(kinda miss her,thinking to visit her for the up coming few month and shoppping at K.L again,hahaa)

After hang up with my friend,have abit satisfaction (for no reason).think will have a nice sleep since so late somehow can't sleep,because was feeling hot,very hot no matter how many water I drink still can chase away the hot.turning here and there,thinking these and that.and finally morning already.

Recently weather very weird,maybe is because 7 month coming soon.this year have twice 7 month,so all of mine friends,do take yourself,dont work OT,don't go out so late ......I am nagging again......well,just concern you all cause just want you all sound and safe and so do listen to my advise,hehee

Job Disatisfaction

I not a workaholic but somehow job satisfaction is the main factor for me to totally involved in my work.too bad!!just keeping choosing the wrong field and confuse and lost of direction all the time.been long time no update my blog due was slacking around (and kinda hate my blog design),day by day,month by month.

Was keep shouting at workplace that I want to commit suicide,well.......just kidding only but the boldness making me sick and thinking of suicide,really frightening.been working so long time,this is the 1st time I experience this type of feeling.

My friend suggest me resign.that thing in my mind been for long time,the thing is I not PR (Permanent Resident) nor Singaporean,so how can I anyhow resign.The best solution is after found job that I really like then resign.I don't want to change job all the time.In that way,I wont success and won't reach anywhere.I don't want to be a career women but I want jobsatisfaction.Thing been uneasy for me recently for no reason.I always think so much.I have to think so much,either for mine or mine family future.Don't want "that problem" amusing our family.