Stupid Guy.....n Gers??

I really hate to be middle man.will you stop asking me being a middle man to match you and my friend.I duno wether tht person will reading my blog or not,but hope he will get my message.

Story begin in this way.there was a guy from KL which is still single.One day he get noe a ger from his friend he never met before.the day after they have met up,the guy actually have good impression for tht ger.somehow tht ger is from Perak n working at Singapore.because I am still can say kinda abit close to the gers,so tht guy hope tht i can bring tht ger go kl again so they can go further than friends.

It's normal, a friend help another friend but I dun want to be middle man and also I dun like people take me for granted.I'm angry but not jeolous.Angry he keep asking me,pestering me abt when will bring my frd go kl again,how much he miss her and so on.and that time I was still unhappy because of thing jus happen not long ago as i mention in my blog. (the crush which is have to get over with).me still in recovery but he still talk about all this thing which is related to relationship.almost wana call him up and scold him.

haizzz,also cant blame him overall since he duno anything tht happen to me during tht time.

n for the gers?I duno wether she aware of tht gy actually have feeling toward her or not,but plssss,is so obvious.I never in relationship before also can feel tht he is like you.

Just dun ask me be middle man

Dun take me for granted.

Dun b coward.


P/S*bear in mind guys,when ever you like a ger pls take the intiative dun wait,gers dun like guy be so dilly dally.

*n gers be smart,u noe u sixth sense is "jun".if u feel the same jus go on.never try never noe.

"Take The Lead"

Last nite just went for mine favourite movie "Take The Lead".at first was thinking this movie is kinda bored but overall is a greta movie.their dancing move so nice n pretty.was late for the movie because reach Jurong Point cinema at 10.05pm but the show start on 9.50pm,suppose.luckily,as usual,the cinema still show the advertisement before the show start.always like that,advertisement for about 15 min ,I think.

not many people watch this movie maybe because it's monday and it's kinda late already?duno.

I love one phrase that Antonio Banderas mention in the movie.tht is

"the partner need to lead their partner correctly,so the female partner can trust him totally by follow his lead without worry anything"

finish the movie and reach home is about 12.30am already.another day sleep late,and that the reason why is my panda eyes never goes away.

see their moves so nice and pretty,after watch it I also tinking of learning of learning dancing.Last time I have dream to become a dancer but somehow my mother say it's not good become a dancer can't earn money and no future ,well that is a reality of the world.You want fullfill your dream then you have to forgone money or future.but I won't give up mine interest.I luv dancing forever n dancing n music is my life.

No music no life.

Living with no regret

So seldom I can blogging so late due later will watching movie with mine friend at 9.50pm? so have to wait till tht time.lately was almost OT everyday.busy with work is good,at least wont thinking too much.Girls always have more problem than guy.
1)always think too much
2)always think on negative side
3)control diet afraid of getting fat
4)vain in all aspect
5)think to get a good boyfriend,husband and a family?

so far only think of those.so for not tinking so much of the above gers will always make themself busy,so if next time u friend actually who crazy in shopping,don't blamethem,they actually just want to d-stress and forget those unhappy thing.

last Saturday was working.almost late for work cause friday watching mid nite drama.I am Malaysian so the drama is show on Malaysia channel TV3 on friday nite.too bad when i watching tht drama its already half way and somemore I duno whats the drama name.anyway it was nice drama.

It's a love drama about a guy who previously is totally a bad guy which like to flirtting with girls since he is kinda handsome and his name is Landson.One daye he met a gers named Julie.both of them fallin love and tht ger make that turn into new leaf.somehow this ger have leukemia n going die soon.but the guy never thinking of leaving her somemore propose to her.tht ger was really pretty in wedding dress.anyway leukemia in the end sure have to face dying.so the ger live about 2 years then past aways.maybe the story sound like a normal drama but because mine communication not very good so everthing was shorten.

this drama thaught me alot,well its not alot but can say make me tink we should living on our life without regret.maybe the situation is not good but somehow everything happen have their reason.only the time can tell.that my principle.because of that drama I go do alot thing bymyself.go take pic at Bugis alone,go temple pray alone,n go for a nice diner alone,etc.sound like very pity but I am kinda enjoy it,enjoy of being alone.sometimes its good for being alone.try it,u will like it,but dun too dilemma in it,it's not healthy.everything must be in balance.tht how life should be.

FRiday=hapi day

Happy 4Ever!!!

In my mind friday = hapi day.dun ask me,I also duno why I have those thinking.totally hyperactive on friday,mayb due weekend is coming and can have fun.

this few day kinda in good mood.suppose catching movie "take the lead"with my friends,somehow he 747 me.no choice will have to wait when I am free again I will go by myself.no more waitting for others to accompany.I hate when people 747 me.I will not angry with them cause also understand they working also ,so sometimes have something urgent need to settle.but just don't like thing I have plan actually corrupted in the end.So,will prefer doing thing alone.so hope mine friend will now know why I always like to do thing alone.It's not I don't like going out with friend but just the timing problem.

This weekend gona go out there have fun by myself again~~as usual.was kinda miss KL whereby thinking of going there shopping again since last time the shopping trip was not really say succesful,so rush.not enough time and also have some crazy thought that is want to sing k till morning.so I can sing all the song in one shot ....hahaaa.but everything still under planning.
**planning is one of the factor of being succesful**

suppose want to update some photo,but my computer is just too slow till I want to suicide everytime I see my computer running so slow.*pengz*

this two day was damn busy,busy of solving my computer problem,really slow like ah pek.y i say it's ah pek?bec normally ah pek do thing slower than ah ma.

ok,gtg I'm late for mine appointment.

No more Luv,No more misery

Yup,start from now on,I won't think much about about relationship thing.I'm giving up in this kind of games.so just let the nature take course.I will be a happy go lucky ger.heheee....

Last nite do some more crazy thing.suppose going swiming to d-stress myself from all the thing tht happen on me lately.somehow, rain heavily.no choice just have to cancelled off the swimming session and stay for OT till 8pm although I'm sleepy.after that going meeting up with my 2nd brother to get mine Saturday newspaper which I ask him to bought.He is staying lakeside near Boon Lay Place Shopping Centre there and I actually walk from Chinese Garden Jurong Sport Hall with my new pair high heel shoes.my feet was very painful,the journey was very far away,keep walking,tinking bec of every stupid thing I have done while drinking bitter gourd.
It's really bitter but the bitter it is the better.at least was feeling better.when reach 2nd brother house,I told him tht my feet was painful and bleeding (anyway he duno tht I walk from Chinese Garden till Lakeside or else sure he will scold me).he so care me,faster past a Tiger balm for me to put on my injury.althought I losing everything I just cant lose my family.just luv them and care abt them so much.our family wont say out how much we care each other but just can sense and noe tht caring feeling tht for each other.

After get the newspaper,walk from my brother place to Boon Lay.Walking again........reach for quite late and again not enough sleep for today.duno y one of my frd always appear when I'm not happy.He actually called me up so we did a bit chat on for about 1 hour.he is a nice guy,I tink,and he actually is attached already,so dun anihow guessing,jus a frd of mine.
well,promise goin movie with him which the movie is kinda my favourite one ,Take to lead.will watched at Marina Square after work today.Hope is a nice movie.N tanx to him.if not him mayb till now I'm still in misery.

KL trip on 140606

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because of him I break my rules and have drinks with my friend at basketball court.kinda crazy coz 2 ger drink till 12am at basketball is kinda dangerous but somehow that's the only thing I can do.Walking home in drunk situation.that feeling very nice after drunk then take bath n go to sleep without thinking anything or anyone....ZZzzzz

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Today is me n Rachel taking bus from Larkin to KL.Was thought cannot make because was kinda traffic jam but luckily we still make it on time due we walk from Singapore checkpoint to Malaysia checkpoint(break my own record,never walk so far and still can survive by breath in all those carbon dioxide gas......ah pui....)
Our bus is at 9am.Reach KL,Pudu Raya abt 2pm and straight away we take LRT n chnge KTM to Kajang visit mine Grandma.so anxious to see her coz long time no see her already,she kinda too thin already,too bad no taking pic.well,everyone will getting old one day.It's a natural circulation.
After visit grandma,we both head to Mid Valley for shopping till kinda late something like 9.30pm.n my frd couldnt fetch us so just have to take cab go her place.was realli frightening when waiting for cab whereby sudden have 1 car stopped by and ask us wether want to tumpang or not.both of us scared till run away,if no run,dun tink I can still be here blogging.well tanx for mine frd,so pretty then get the attraction,hahaaa....
reach my frd hse abt 11.30pm then take bath ,normal routine till 12.30 then go to bed.

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Well,well today is our shopping day.Go for KTV at newey at 11.30am to 1.30pm at BB plaza.their facilities reali nice.Sound systems,room.services...etc n their price kinda reasonable ler n provided us(3 person) in a big room which is for 20 person de.n the total price only RM35.00 including set lunch ler.after that my childhood frd no join us shopping at Sungai Wang,she say she dun like shopping n left us ther for shopping.time was no enuf for us,we only can go Sungai Wang and Times Square shopping , we havent go in all the shop in time square ,we jus shop till 3rd level then have to rush to met my frd,Kenny....Siew Keong
These guy....duno how to describe him...so shaggy in picture but in real person kinda charming la .hahaar...thought jus after diner then will straight away go home but we didnt as we dun wan go home so early.so....all of us decided to watch the nite view at Cheras ther,well the nite view reali nice but kinda bored coz notin much.mayb if goin with partner will be romantic????duno aso....after nite view,2 of my crazy friend suggest go genting jus for a cup coffee.then after coffee went down KL again.for me its kinda crazy but both of my frd say its very normal.anyway I like it aso coz I like do crazy thing.when sometimes do some crazy thing then u will feel u kinda alive again coz feel like "dead fish"everyday.losing my life ability.losing direction.this feeling have been pester me for this few week,hate it.but no choice coz this so call life.

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Ok,bec again SG and have to start my bored working life again.After having fun,its time to working hard.
Can't sleep coz thinking tht tmolo will c him again,make me so misery when I tink of them.

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Nice thing happened today,a handsome guy same floor with me normali wont wait for me but today he actuali press hold the lift wait for me to go in,hahaaaa,gentlemen....I like.but was reali paiseh coz thought he will straight away going down without waiting me.
Anyway jus a stranger being nice to a misery ger.
**no pic to update,camera broken for no reason.

Rainny Blue blue day=My Mood

Today have to drink bittergourd again. ......whenever feeling unhappy will drink or eat bittergourd because after drink it will at least feel better for no reason.something has happened that I can't write it over here.this time duno will take how long to recovered.
still remember last time I take almost 3 years to recovered that's only is after I have come to Singapore then only recovered.
Althought have told mine best friend already but he couldn't do or say much and me also no feel better although say it out already.
Thing just always happened in short time that you can even balance yourself yet but already fall down.seem like have to take up some courses to make myself busy forget everything,,,,,,everything.....
.......my heart so painful.....wana cry but just couldnt since crying not gona help out anyway.
hope after trip from K.L . I will b ok.

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Duno wht's wrong with me,my blog,my life.seem like all corrupted.so busy till not time can go for a drink to d-stress myself.for no reason my blog font colour cant changed but doesnt matter,still wana blogg....
Last week just go back to Pahang for "qing ming" for mine 3rd elder brother.times flies.my best childhood friend which she same age as me is already married and her daughter is already 3 years old,and well I still the same me,so was thinking later to change my hairstyle or image again.This plan was pending so long due not dare to change,afraid after that will become more freak since I'm already is,hahaaa.....gona ask my frd to help me in that lol.


this food seem like veyr messy rite?actually is very tasty.this is call mee hun kueh which is handmade by my neighbour.everyyear I go Pahang "qing ming"she sure will cook this meal for me,hehee,I really like it but too bad can only once a year.some how duno why Singapore don't have this type of mee hun kueh,they do have mee hun kuah but is very different from this one either on the look,taste or smell.and there is another my favourite food at Pahang,Singapore don't have one,che cheong fun.too bad...that day they didnt sell it or else sure I will take picture and tell all of sgporean how does chee cheong fun really look like.It's not plain de,it's have alot ingredients n kinda is on reasonable price.

New bought perfume.smell nice,not too strong, not too light.love the bottle.
Lately do alot of thinking.thinking of going back Malaysia.This plan was on mind for quite a time but somehow there was something that I couldn't let go
a person=yes
some matter=yes
for $=yes
for the environment =yes also
just couldn't let go all this just like that.because I am very sturbborn.
anyway do some little test duno is true or not,but kinda like it cause more like complisment rather then comment,muahahaa.well,gers like people praise her rite.

What Breed of Dog Are You?
you're a Bernese Mountain Dog!

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What's Your True Color?
your true color is Red!

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will lot more holiday to come and that mean more time for me to have fun,kekekee....
for this friday will be off to K.L but haven't bought ticket yet,just hope still have bus ticket then can go there for crazy shopping and visit my grandma.long time no do shopping and my cloth just a few for working or social.so need to replenish alot of stock.shoping just my favourite......sometimes ......