Wednesday, July 5, 2006

Luv=Misery (Part.2)

This misery not gonna end.Yesterday just told him how I feel and I been rejected.Maybe I just shouln't told him,at least he not feeling confuse or pressure.somehow I think we still remain as friend.

Was really down when he told me that he don't want to hurt me or get hurt,this mean he rejected me.So depressed till I delete all his previous sms,his contact number and want to erase everything about him from mine memory.have a cry out.finally my tears flow out.that's great at least I can cry all unhappy thing else if keep in my heart,I think I really will fall sick and that not my character.I am a person who laugh and cry when I ever I want to.

Suppose last nite going to my brother house,chit chat with him,well not chit chat about mine matter.everytime I feeling down,after chit chat with my brother sure will get better.I didn't go to his place in the end was kind moody and my brother sms to me why I sudden change my mind,because OT?Pak Tor?Or "Lau Sai"?this really funny and laugh so loud.hahaaa.....ok.after that call back home to mimi,kinda miss her.when talk to her I can forget everything unhappiness.She know me very well (after all I am her daughter)whereby she ask why sudden call home,is it because I not happy....(just love her)I say just miss her.....and she keep asking am I pak tor already,repeat that question duno for how many time....so CUteeeeee....

Chat for a while really have to hang out,because the phone bills will be costly end of the month and I really sleepy and tired after all this thing.after so many concern I received.suddenly I have back to normal again.well,I wont say anything about my feeling toward him,just treaten him as friend for this moment,and I want to be happy again cause I am happy go lucky girl.

I never regret told him about mine feeling toward him,at least I did try.This is the 1st time I tell a guy I like him,I just a brave girl,well all the while I am a brave girl,only this time round more brave than others who not dare to say out,kekeeee....

"LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL,LOVE IS WONDERFUL"

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