Luv=Misery (Part.1)
I always remind myself not so easy to fall love to others,well,i did a good job whereby so far only like 2 person,just admire without going further relationship cause everytime when ever I am thinking get closer to that person,sure can't succeed either he found new girl friend else he already have one.is a misery in this situation.if is a happy ending then it's become LUV=HAPPINES.
But I did it again.and fall to a guy.At first I not sure about what is that feeling,after figuring out whole night,I have to admit,that feeling just same as the previous time I like a person.I lock my feeling so tight,no one can ever can open up,but he did it,he just somehow did it.
I sure will tell him about my feeling later on,cause I don't like this type misery feeling whereby like him but can't tell him,is a misery.want to cry,but tears just stubborn,don't want to flow out,is a misery.heart pain because he still care about his ex,is a misery.I don't know wether he did read on my blog or not but I don't want to be a corward and I'm in misery.Maybe I will loss him,maybe he just want to be friend.......too many maybe,one thing for sure I REALLY LIKE HIM.
You can say me stupid,because I don't mind being your ex subsitute.maybe one day you found the time for me being you ex subsitute is expiry,you just let me know,just want you be happy.when you tell me u always hurting yourself,I am in pain also.
Previous time I will mind being other subsitute but for you I don't know why I change my mind.I just know when you like the person,you must like him totally,then only the relationship is meaningful.
will mine misery ended here?
But I did it again.and fall to a guy.At first I not sure about what is that feeling,after figuring out whole night,I have to admit,that feeling just same as the previous time I like a person.I lock my feeling so tight,no one can ever can open up,but he did it,he just somehow did it.
I sure will tell him about my feeling later on,cause I don't like this type misery feeling whereby like him but can't tell him,is a misery.want to cry,but tears just stubborn,don't want to flow out,is a misery.heart pain because he still care about his ex,is a misery.I don't know wether he did read on my blog or not but I don't want to be a corward and I'm in misery.Maybe I will loss him,maybe he just want to be friend.......too many maybe,one thing for sure I REALLY LIKE HIM.
You can say me stupid,because I don't mind being your ex subsitute.maybe one day you found the time for me being you ex subsitute is expiry,you just let me know,just want you be happy.when you tell me u always hurting yourself,I am in pain also.
Previous time I will mind being other subsitute but for you I don't know why I change my mind.I just know when you like the person,you must like him totally,then only the relationship is meaningful.
will mine misery ended here?
posted by Xiao Mey at
1:06 PM
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